Hey guess what. I thought about quitting dA but I was convinced to change my mind. I actually was convinced by and . I am really happy that they convinced me to stay because, looking back, I was missing you all. I am so happy to be back. If I did quit, would you miss me? Please comment if you did.

The reason why I wanted to send this journal was because I really want to see what people think I should do with my life. Another reason why I am worried is because I feel that I am not an accomplished person. I feel like a failure at everything, including art and music. My mom says that I am not good enough at music and that I should quit drawing anime and all of the stuff that's in my imagination. She thinks that my future only depends on music and not drawing anime. You know, I might be really good at drawing and suck at music, but I really don't give a bleep. But still I like music and I don't want to get rid of that talent but at the same time I love my art and my imagination, despite the fact that my mom calls my imagination "crappy". I really don't care what my mom thinks about my imagination. I think I am going to stop from here since I am starting to get really personal. What do you think I should do with my life and please comment if you care about me and I can get some ideas.
Your friend,

I am sick and tired of people commenting about how ugly my clothing is and all of that. So what if I like to dress I an Anime character. Who f***ing cares??!!!! I know I don't care if people hate my clothing. I can dress however I want. I want to have a chance to express myself through style and I feel that I am an Anime character. Do any of you like to dress like Anime? I know I do. Oh and also I think Anime is the best thing in to world to me. You can protest against what I said. I don't care. I am trying not to care what other people think about me. LA LA LA!!!!!!!!!!

1. Violin
2. Viola
3. Piano
4. guitar
5. Other... Please Comment

If you want to know what I mean, I lost my virginity in my dream. I don't know why I even did it. I had that dream because of my health class. We were learning about sex. That happened to be the last thing on my mind before I went to sleep. And I think that's what caused my dream. Sigh. It felt a little weird though.
I recommend that when you go to sleep think about something that you would like to have in a dream rather than fall asleep.
I feel awkward now because of the dream. It's been on my mind all day so I have to write it out so that I can feel better.
Adios Amigos.